Her name is misscherie
Currently studying in university of Wisconsin-madison 01191989 is her day; photography is her obsession.
She is currently single
It's been a while since I remember my dream. Last night I had a dream, it was about Mr. Sleepyhead.It was really unexpected. lol
The part I remember was two of us are just starting to get closer to each other, not dating yet though. So he came to my house and hang out and we decided to get something to eat. At the mall, we met several of my friends, the weird thing is that those friends are my high school buddies or my primary school buddies. hahaha...ok I know it's weird. Before we eat, I decided i wanna get something in the bookstore. We went on separate ways and I was going to movie ailse where I saw, Mr. UK, my used to be crush, and my guy friend. OMG, i cant believe it. but we just greet each other then leave. I saw my other buddies trying to solve some problem of hers. I wanted to help but I do not want to make Mr Sleepyhead to wait for so long. SO i went looking for him. Then I found him. He was sleeping at the reading ailes where they have this cute sofa. hahahha...don't wanna wake him up, I sat next to him and decided to sleep too. but i accidentally made a sound and wake him up. hahahah..We stare at each other and I suddenly laugh at his funny expression. hahahaha...
then...."NAN NEOREUL SARANGHAE!!!" there goes my alarm clock. DAMN IT! I have to wake up and review my afro. I just this close...oh well, hope tonight I can continue the same dream~
- j
currently listening: Toucholic - jang geun suk
memories brings back happy moments
my dream guy
Thursday, March 26, 2009 4:32 PM
now im addicted to jang geun suk - toucholic! hahaha
so sleepy after sleeping for 9 hours. i wanna sleep again before start studying. hehehe...
tomorrow eXAM, then sleep all the day and weekends need to finish all the stuffs T_T
- j
Currently listening: toucholic - jang geun suk
memories brings back happy moments
it kills me right away
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 12:34 AM
"Even if I cheat, don’t you ever cheat, Baby Even if I forget you, don’t you ever forget me, Lady If once in a while I don’t contact you and I go out to drink. Even if I ever meet another girl’s gaze. Look only at me."
Gosh Those words kills me right away. I know the song is about a selfish, bad guy, but to me the lyrics is just too arrogant, don't u think? but i can't get the song out of my head. oh well~ i guess i'm starting to fall for bad guys...in drama.
I managed to finish 1 hw and 1 Quiz, but i havent started on my essay. damn it! damn the rain, it gives me headache and flu, now i cannot concentrate on doing anything. Shit! I just made a fool of myself.
can't believe im graduating soon. mom give me a good offer last night. she told me i can continue school. well, another major that i really like. finally i can take photography. she said if i go to grads skool and i hate the major, what for should i go? after i am given the opportunity. why i am feeling uneasy? i need to start working on my portfolio by then. so that if the skool need it, i have it! hahaha...
oh well, im kinda in dilemma...there are too many things in my to-do list. Hope I can finish them all, bfore the due date. wish me luck
it's all good now~ just stressing out about the last minutes of my studying hours that i keep wasting. oh well, wish me luck~
let's seal it with a tempura green tea ice cream!
currently listening: Beautiful Soul - Jesse Mccartney (Misscherie has gone back oldies!)
memories brings back happy moments
someone somewhere someday
Friday, March 20, 2009 10:00 PM
back from seattle. it was a fun trip but i admit, i lost myself a few days ago. things started off well, but then suddenly things went out of plan, i couldnt think or focus. i was completely out of myself.
i thought i will be fine after my sister has come, but just after a short period of time, i returned to my old self and even worse. I dunno why or
what's wrong with me. but i always feel that i was never good enough to have someone to be proud of me. there is always in me that i am lacking and i was never good. i know i am not perfect but i was never even good enough. my sister never been proud of me. she never said that she has a good sister that she can be proud of. i know im lacking something buti dunno. i never a good person to be depended on. even my friend told me as an older sister, i should
be able to stuff and take care of everything. and she told me that im not
the type of person who do that. why can i be more mature and more
independent? why my parents need to push me everytime. i do get fed up sometime. im tired too.but those words simply can't come out easily.
i thought my break would make feel better. but how come i feel completely
opposite...why do everything have to be like this? why do i grew up to be a failure? is it justmy fate or God has other plan for me? again i'm completely lost....
"Father, Please hold my hand and never let it go, for I have lost my own way home."
Credit:house1027@deviantart.com
memories brings back happy moments
back to normal
Wednesday, March 11, 2009 11:51 PM
i've been really fatigue for the last few days and not wanting to talk to people. but im back to normal now! hahahha..although my mood still a bit the same, somehow i havent enjoy my moment to talk to people. i'll just listen.
today, finally, i called cc. i hvnt talk to her for like ages and we were like planning our stuff to seattle but end up always going of the the topic. anywayz, im excited to go back to seattle and meeting my friends, probably seeing someone too! lol...not gonna tell who, but a hint, i think he's one of the funniest guy i ever met, not because of how he express himself, but when he took photos as he will always giving the funny looks and watsoeve... cc said CLBK may have...hahaha. who knows. he's not a bad choice or anything. he's nice, smart, funny and understanding, plus he's quite a gentlement, unlike some guys i know. oh well, hopefully i can meet him. cause it;s final week! he'll probably be busy! lol~ oh well.
exciting news lately? i got none. i finish my project! hahaha..nothing exciting about that...hmm..let see wad's exciting~ argh i just watch a new korean movie about desert. it was ok...i'll probably rate about 4/5. it's a bout a desert shop but there's some gay element to it. hahaha..but it was funny to watch...the movie called Antique Bakery played by Joon Ji-Hoon (Goong) and Kim Jae-Wook (Coffee Prince). both of these guys are so tall and extremely thin. *jealous* mode! ok. after spring break, i think im gonna start my diet routine. At least by summer, i should i have lost a few kg and tone some parts of my body. finger cross!
currently listening: Today is more than yesterday - kim Jong Kook
memories brings back happy moments
i love being me
Sunday, March 8, 2009 11:20 PM
no more pretending, no more faking, i am more freely to be who i am. there's no longer a person telling me what to do. I am who I wanna be. it's more freely that why. less worries.
a few days ago, i come upon his profile in facebook. It's been 2 years, that I've decided to forget about him. But it was hard. as soon I saw his face again, the memories came back and the feeling returns. I haven't talk with him for a while and the last time i saw him was summer 2007. It was awkward for me to even talk to him, because he has a gf already. I cried myself wanting to forget about him for 3 days. i finally manage to move on, but the feeling is not easily be gone. of course it will be hard, the feeling of 12 years, wont disappear easily, will it? oh Gosh... i wonder how he's doing right now?
Now i see what I should have seen long time ago. I already knew it was coming. the friendship was not real after all. they put me into struggles that i have decided to solve by myself. luckily i was smart enough to not rely on people. i can see people are hiding something or whispering to each other trying to cover up something for me. being exclusive. hahaha...ya whatever they do, i don't care. even if no one call me or given me a ride, i can take care of myself. i don't need people to help me.
laugh of what you want, cause i know they are so fake.. i feel so good to be free to do whatever i want. I no longer have my chain that tie me down. once school is done, let me move out to a better place than here. cause it's useless to live here...more importantly, i can focus more on schools. no more stress~ I AM SO HAPPY!!!
currently listening: pretty girl - Kara
memories brings back happy moments
it's all good!
Friday, March 6, 2009 8:36 AM
our fight is over! we made up bcause we both are hungry on tues afternoon. lol. we made potato pancakes. In the morning, she help to change my bedcover...hahhaa...and at night we decided to make potato pancakes. We use games to determine who will do the dishes~ hahaha...i lost T_T and did the dishes.
On wed, we had pizza, cause both of us are hungry but too lazy to cook. thus...DOMINOS is our savior, we almost finish the whole thing, but decided to leave 4 slices behind. hahahaha...
today is our fasting day. Kinda bored when u have nothing to do...hahhaha...oh well, at least i have something. argh, Im still a bit behind for my afro book; damn it! hahahha...oh well, hope i can catch up during the weekend.
hv a good weekend pepz!
currently listening : Ft. Island - It's Love
memories brings back happy moments
she's a brat
Monday, March 2, 2009 2:38 PM
I know i haven't lived with my sister for about 4 years. guess wad. after living for a month with her alone! argh!! SHE'S A BRAT! very spoiled and make me tired! GROW UP, MUSHROOM!
