Wednesday, December 19, 2007 8:03 PM
Dijalan yang sunyi ini, ku berjalan sendiri hanya hembusan angin yang menemaniku.
Tanpa kau disini, ku merasa tersesat dan aku pun merasa sunyi.
Kemanakah kau pergi, wahai malaikat pelindungku.
Kau berjanji padaku, tuk selalu menemaniku.
Tapi akhirnya kau pun meninggalkanku.
Tanpamu, hidupku terasa sepi
Tanpamu, hidupku terasa sunyi
Tanpamu, aku tersesat di jalan hidupku sendiri.
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Kemanakah kau pergi, malaikat pelindungku.
Tanpamu, tiada lagi tangan yang bisa kugenggam erat.
Kau telah melepaskan tanganku dan meninggalkan ku sendiri.
Oh, malaikat pelindungku, mengapa kau mengingkar janjimu,
janji yang mengatakan bahwa kau ada selamanya berada disisiku.
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Oh Malaikat pelindungku..
Sekarang ku merasa sendiri..
Aku bingung akan bagaimana kudapat menjalankan hidupku ini.
hatiku terasa kosong..sepertinya aku tidak punya perasaan lagi.
hidupku terasa hampa, hidupku terasa bosan.
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Bosan diriku pada hidup ini..
tiada ada hal yang dapat membangkitkan semangat hidupku ini.
Oh malaikatku, kembalilah padaku,
kembalilah dalam hidupku.
berikanlah aku semangat hidup,
berikanlah aku petunjuk untuk dapat menjalankan hidup ini.
karena tanpamu, hidupku kacau,
ku terus merasa kekosongan di hati ini.
seperti layaknya aku tidak bisa merasakan lagi apa yang namanya cinta
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malaikatku, kembalilah padaku.
temanilah diriku di dalam kehidupanku yang hampa ini.
bawahlah daku ketempat yang lebih baik,
tempat dimana aku dapat merasakan kembali perasaan cinta.
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apa itu cinta, aku tidak ingat lagi
apa itu kasih, aku tidak dapat merasakannya lagi.
bawahlah aku dari tempat yang penuh kesedihan ini
karena ku tak mau sendiri lagi..
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memories brings back happy moments
Thursday, December 13, 2007 10:18 PM
I thought I can handle the situation,
i guess i'm wrong.
I always believe my life is perfect, y
et there's always something that is missing from my heart.
What should i do? what can I say?
I thought I decided to forget about you.
You become a stranger to me each single day,
yet my mind kept thinking about you every minute.
I can't concentrate, I can't focus.
What should I do?
Enough...
I cannot be like this any longer, cause it's just hurting me inside.
My head hurts, my heart hurts, i can hardly breathe
tell me..What should I do?
It gets lonely most of my days,
yet, i pretend to be strong...
guess, i'm not that kind of a strong girl.
Maybe I'm wrong, and you're right.
I've been making a fool of myself.
I thought we could be more than friends,
but you didn't think it would work.
I had sleepless nights...thinking
What should I do?
Guess, i no longer should think about you...
please don't be too nice to me,
cause i might think of it to something else
treat me just like one of your friends...
if you regard me just as your friend
Currently Listening: Big Bang-Last Farewell
memories brings back happy moments
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 8:02 PM
Can't wait till my holiday, i wish i can just skip my finals and jump to my relaxing days.
Hairspray High School Musical 2No reservationSydney White- August Rush
- P.S. I love you
27 Dresses- The Perfect Holiday
- Becoming Jane
Juno- Korean- My Love
- Korean- The Happy Life
Korean- 2 Faces of My girlfriend- Taiwan- Secret
- Korean- My girl and I
- Korean- Il Mare
- Korean- A moment to remember
- Korean- SOme like it Hot
- Korean- My tutor friend 2
- Korean- Innocent Steps
list will continue...^^
memories brings back happy moments
Tuesday, December 11, 2007 9:19 PM
팀 – 사랑합니다
나빠요 참 그대란 사람
Its bad! The person that is you!
허락도 없이 왜 내 맘 가져요
Without permission, why do you carry my heart
그대 때문에 난 힘겹게 살고만 있는데
Because of you, I live beyond my capacity
그댄 모르잖아요
You don’t know that
알아요 나는 아니란 걸
I know, I know that I’m not the one
눈길 줄 만큼 보잘 것 없단걸
as much as I want to take a glance, it’s not important
다만 가끔씩 그저 그 미소 여기 내게도
everything, at these moments, that self, that smile, and me here
나눠줄 순 없나요
cannot be split up
비록 사랑은 아니라도
Even if it isn’t love
언제간 한번쯤은 돌아봐주겠죠
some time ago, you gave me a quick look
한없이 뒤에서 기다리면
if you wait behind me without resentment
오늘도 차마 못한 가슴속 한마디
even today, I can’t stand that one word inside my heart
그댈 사랑합니다
I love you
어제도 책상에 엎드려
even now, I lay face down on my desk
그댈 그리다 잠들었나봐요
I think of you, you seem to be asleep
눈을 떠보니 눈물에 녹아 흩어져 있던
as I open my eyes, it’s melting and dispersing in the tears
시린 그대 이름과
Your cold name
헛된 바램뿐인 낙서만
the scribbles that had started to fade uselessly
언제간 한번쯤은 돌아봐주겠죠
some time ago, you gave me a quick look
한없이 뒤에서 기다리면
if you wait behind me without resentment
오늘도 차마 못한 가슴속 한마디
even today, I can’t stand that one word inside my heart
그댈 사랑합니다
I love you
이젠 너무 나도 내겐 익숙한
this moment is very tense
그대 뒷모습을 바라보며
As I watch your familiar looking back
흐르는 눈물처럼 소리없는 그말
like the falling tears, without saying those words
그댈 사랑합니다
I love you
memories brings back happy moments
Thursday, December 6, 2007 10:19 PM
What a wonderful day!
OK, i know i;m lying. It's not a wonderful day, in fact, today was that one of those dreadful days were the weather were awfully cold. I think today, both my feet n hands were almost freezing while i was waiting for my bus. argh! how can i hold it any longer?
Despite the cold weather, i think the scenery of this white snow is so wonderful. I mean, I really like all the white snow that covered each houses, not the road, i like the ones that cover the grass. It was beautiful. This kind of weather is perfect time to play snowballs. OK, ireally wanna build a snowman, but never get the chance to. I really want. maybe later.
Guess wad?!? i'm sick. Ok, i;ve been seen since saturday and i think it's getting worst. FIrst i got this horrible sore throat for a few days then now i got the flu. argh! it's annoying because the flu make me sneeze a lot and i think germs were spread all over my house. guess i need to clean my house tomorrow. this is not the good part of leaving alone, i need to take care of myself while im sick. Well, i cooked myself a porridge n soup yesterday, which was good. but when i think about it again, when i lived with my roommates, ah they also didn't take care of me when i was sick. so, this thing kinda usual for me.
things that i miss the most when i am sick. My mom's chicken porridge. argh...miss it so much and also my dad. My mom did not take care of me when i am sick cuz she's busy taking care of my sister, but she did cook me porridge. instead of my mom, my dad is the one that usually take care of me when i am sick. He fed me with porridge, take my body temperature to make sure i got no fever and most other stuff.
it's a pity im living alone, cuz got no one taking care of me. ah well, guess need to take care of myself.
hopefully, this flu willl be gone soon, cuz it;s been making me tired for days n headache...
currently listening: Epik High - FLy
memories brings back happy moments
