Memories brings back happy moments.

Sunday, October 26, 2008 9:26 AM

it's another boring sunday, where i still have a paper that i have to do. =.="

papi and i broke another record...yesterday, we were skype-ing for 12 hours and 26 min, which means from 3 am in after till 3.30 am...hahaha..during that moment, i've done a lot of things, nap, eat, do paper, sing, shower, and sleep again, even watch anime.

oh well, my sunday just ended like that. then we were wondering did anyone ever make a record of skype-ing tooo. and there is the longest is like 66 hours. and we're only 12 hours, which means, we are only about 1/5 from it. haiz..oh well, well try again next time.

been having bad dreams lately. argh...please tell they are not gonna happen. cuz if they do, it sux!

ok, me should go back to the track. i need shower and breakfast.....and then go back to do my paper...

currently listening: fly boy - crown J

memories brings back happy moments

Friday, October 24, 2008 8:18 AM

hell yeah we broke another record. papi and i video cam for like 6 hours and 20 sec, which means the video was off 5 o clock this morning. argh! why did it always off when i woke up. papi had too much fun making fun of my sleep.haiz since i fell asleep faster than him. oh well. i have been having weird moments lately. in my dream, i met mr. gamer, in here i met mr bus, but virtually, i met papi. hahaha...see wad i mean 3 guyz rotate around my life. doesnt mean i like them all. haiz. serious, i dun want to think about it too much. just cuz, i have assignment coming up right in front of my very eyes, so boy problem will come later. so, i dun mind staying jomblo for a while, cuz i've done that for 19 years of my life, 2 or 3 more years, wont make so much diff.

i hv been pretty lazy this past 2 days, sleeping, eating, watching video, and video-caming..just talking, singing, being serenade...and that's all.wad a perfect life...hahaha..not! i should hv done some stuff,kinda feel guilty if i dun. well, that's just the way i am.

finally, mac brushes come out. ive been waiting for this. and i decided!im gonna buy it this weekend before it was sold out. hahaha...

currently listening:the person who is crying is you-woo min jin

memories brings back happy moments

Wednesday, October 22, 2008 12:34 PM

환희 - 내사람

난 웃어도 눈물이나

Even when I smile, I cry

내 사랑이 혹시 그대 맘에 해가 될까

Will my love’s heart become my sun?

난 아파도 웃음을 머금죠

When I’m in pain, I try to smile

이렇게 내 앞에 그대가 있어

Because you’re standing in front of me

매일 눈 뜰때마다 생각해요

Every time I open my eyes, I think of you

매일 숨 쉴때마다 불러봐요

Every time I breathe, I call for you

가여운 내사랑

My love왜 그댄 날 사랑했나요

Why did you love me then?

수척해진 마음에 한숨뿐인 하루에

For my fading heart, it was one day of just one breath

그대 쉴 곳 하나 없는데

There’s nowhere to rest

미안해요 줄껀 눈물뿐인데

I’m sorry, I’ll only bring you tears

상처만 남은 가슴뿐인데

I only have a heart full of scars

그댈 바라봐도 될까요

Can I look at you?

안아봐도 될까요

Can I embrace you?

그대 웃음이 멈추면 어쩌죠

What will I do when your laughter stops?

매일 걸을때 마다 떠올라요

Every time I walk, you come in my thoughts

매일 잠들때 마다 보고파요

Every time I sleep, I want to see you

그리운 내 사랑 왜 그댄 날 사랑했나요

My love that I long for, why did you love me then?

말라버린 마음에 추억뿐인 하루에

For my dry heart, it was only one day of just memories

그대 쉴 곳하나 없는데

There’s no place to rest

미안해요 줄껀 눈물뿐인데

I’m sorry, I’ll only bring you tears

상처만 남은 가슴뿐인데

I only have a heart full of scars

그댈 바라봐도 될까요

Can I look at you?

안아봐도 될까요

Can I embrace you?

그대 웃음이 멈추면 어쩌죠

What will I do when your laughter stops?

날이 갈수록 외로워 져도

Even when the days begin to get lonely,

멀어질수록 그리워 져도

Even when we’re far away and I get lonely

그대없인 아무것도 할수없어도

Even when I can’t do anything without you

그대 원해선 안돼 그래선 안돼

I want you, so it can’t happen, no it can’t

나를 위해서도 안돼

If it’s for me, it can’t happen

사랑해요 끝까지 기억해요

I love you, remember me until the end

지킬 사랑한다 이말은 내모든걸 다 걸었어요

I’ll risk my live to protect these words “I love you”

후회하진 않아요

I do not regret it

눈을감아도 사랑해요 너무나 사랑해요

When I close my eyes, I love you, I love you so much

상처만 남은 가슴뿐인데

I only have a heart full of scars

그댈 바라봐도 될까요 안아봐도 될까요

Can I look at you? Or should I not look at you?

기다렸어요 그대란 내사랑

I’ve waited, my love

이젠 놓치지마요 다음세상에도 우리

Now don’t let go, even in the next world

memories brings back happy moments

Monday, October 20, 2008 6:16 PM

If I should go, should I go close to you

How would you think about it. so I am fallen-heartened.

If you should leave, should you leave me

How could I let you leave. continuously I am scared.

the reason that I, being fool, am only but watching you from a distance

is because maybe I am worried about your heart probably to turn my feeling away and so becoming more alienated between us

the reason that I, being really fool, cannot say ‘I love you’

is because maybe I am afraid of the pain and the saddening days expected after falling in with.

If you should come. should you come to me

How I should do, really I have no idea.

the reason that I, being fool, am only but watching you from a distance

is because maybe I am worried about your heart probably to turn my feeling away and so becoming more alienated between us

the reason that I, being really fool, cannot say ‘I love you’

is because maybe I am afraid of the pain and the saddening days expected after falling in with.

the reason that I, being fool, cannot say ‘I love you’

is because maybe I am afraid of the pain and the saddening days expected after falling in with.

translated by asterionlhs @ soompi.com

memories brings back happy moments

Friday, October 17, 2008 11:17 AM

Sekali ini saja - Glenn Fredly

Bersamamu kulewati
Lebih dari seribu malam
Bersamamu kan ku mau
Namun kenyataannya tak sejalan

Tuhan, bila masih ku diberi kesempatan
Ijinkan aku untuk mencintanya
Namun bila waktu ku telah habis dengannya
Biar cinta hidup sekali ini saja

Bersamamu kulewati
Bersamamu yang ku mau
Namun kenyataannya tak sejalan

Tuhan, bila masih ku diberi kesempatan
Ijinkan aku untuk mencintanya
Namun bila waktu ku telah habis dengannya
Biar cinta hidup sekali ini saja

Tak sanggup bila harus jujur
Hidup tanpa hembusan nafasnya

Tuhan, bila waktu dapat kuputar kembali
Sekali lagi untuk mencintanya
Namun bila waktu ku telah habis dengannya
Biarkan cinta ini Hidup untuk sekali ini saja

memories brings back happy moments

Thursday, October 16, 2008 9:54 PM

i decided today i should write something much more cheerful despite of the fact that this afternoon, i was a little bit moody. I dun feel like talking to anyone so that's why i turn my msn, gmail n skype off.

oh well, right now, im doing my review of my folklore midterm.but im gonna take a break for a while Halloween is coming up! am i excited?not really...well, maybe my mood is not very good right now.

Dunno wad i wanna be. maybe i'll just by an afro weak, get myself supertan n then...become very 80s. hahaha..or else

i can be

ganguro

himegyaru

you really think i'm gonna dressed like that?!?

currently listening: after love-Ft. Island

memories brings back happy moments

Monday, October 13, 2008 7:17 PM

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way youre always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact that you didnt call.

But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.

memories brings back happy moments

Friday, October 10, 2008 1:35 PM

problems come and haunt me from day to day. after i have done with one problem, another one seems to come along. each time i try to make everything work well, there is always a problem coming up after. when will it ends when i think. each problem i try to solve myself, i do ask for advices from friends, but the decision i need to do it myself. which i really hate. cause in the end, i always get the blame.

my dad told me as i grew older there are more responsibilites that i need to face. now my responsibilities are school and it seems that i keep ignoring it due to other factors in my life. love and friends and my ministry. sometimes, i dun even know what are important to me. i refused to listen to my dad n take the job, but then i end up having to suffer the problems along the way. maybe i should have told him in the beginning that he was write. i was foolish enough not to listen to him.

God, if only i can find away to end the problems. i think have enough obstacles coming down my way and i dun think i need more in my hand to handle. i'm frustrated, i'm stressed and somehow i really hate to let people know htat's how i feel cause i hate people taking pity on me. i dun remember how to smile genuinely, i think it was in the past. where all the good things usually happend.

each day, i tell myself to be strong. i encourage people to be happy and be strong. but i lie to myself that i am happy or i am strong. im weak and i can easily hurt. each word that talk to me can be taken so seriously that i put them in a negative way. i dunno if ever wanna go one.because it simply hard to do.

memories brings back happy moments

Tuesday, October 7, 2008 4:38 PM

Alex - 데이지 (“Daisy”)

어떻게 해야 하는지, 난 알 수가 없잖아요
eotteoke haeya haneunji, nan al suga eobtjanhayo
What do I need to do, I don’t really know
나에게 가르쳐줘요, 너의 마음을 얻는 일
Teach me, how to get to your heart
naege gareuchyeojwoyo neoui maeumeul eotneun il

나 이렇게 눈부시게 아름다운 미소를
na ireoke nunbusige areumdaun misoreul
This bright of a smile, I haven’t seen before,
본적이 없어 이렇게 떨리나 봐요
bonjeogi eobseo ireoke tteollina bwayo
I guess I’m nervous like this
Oh just hold me now and kiss me now
Oh just hold me now and kiss me now
지금 이 순간 우리만 생각해요
At this moment think of us only
jigeum i sungan uriman saenggakhaeyo

온종일 나 그대만을 생각했어요
onjongil na geudaemaneul saenggakhaesseoyo
I’ve only thought of you the entire day,
그대만이 날 웃음짓게 할
geudaemani nal useumjitge hal
Did you know the way you give me laughter,
단 한 사람인걸 아나요
dan han saramingeol anayo
is only by you?
당신만을 난 꿈꾸죠
dangsinmaneul nan kkumkkujyo
I only dream of you

세상에 난 그대만이 보일 뿐이죠
sesange nan geudaemani boil ppunijyo
Because in this world I only see you
그대만이 날 아프게 하는
geudaemani nal apeuge haneun
Did you know the way you give me pain,
단 한 사람인걸 아나요
dan han saramingeol anayo
is done solely by you?
당신만이 필요해요
dangsinmani pillyohaeyo
I need you so much

어떻게 해야 하는지 난 알 수가 없잖아요
eotteoke haeya haneunji nan al suga eobtjanhayo
What I need to do, I don’t really know
나에게 가르쳐줘요 너의 마음을 얻는 일
naege gareuchyeojwoyo neoui maeumeul eotneun il
Teach me, how to get to your heart

세상에 난 그대만이 보일 뿐이죠
sesange nan geudaemani boil ppunijyo
Because in this world I only see you
그대만이 날 아프게 하는
geudaemani nal apeuge haneun
Did you know the way you give me pain,
단 한 사람인걸 아나요
dan han saramingeol anayo
is done solely by you?
간절히 바라고 원하는
ganjeolhi barago wonhaneun
In eager hopes of desire~

나 언제까지 당신만을 기다려왔어요
na eonjekkaji dangsinmaneul gidaryeowasseoyo
I’ve waited all this time just for you
당신만이 나의 꿈이었죠
dangsinmani naui kkumieotjyo
You were my dreams of course,
이제는 내가 당신의 완전한 꿈이 되어 줄게요
ijeneun naega dangsinui wanjeonhan kkumi doeeo julgeyo
From now on, I’ll become your entire dream come true~

어떻게 해야 하는지 당신은 알고 있잖아
eotteoke haeya haneunji dangsineun algo itjanha
What I should do? You already know~

memories brings back happy moments

Sunday, October 5, 2008 11:59 PM

ok, i've been so lazy these past days. I tried to study...but..not much. although i know much of the subject, kinda feel guilty if i dun study, especially if i got bad result later..=.=

tomorrow i hv a review session, should i go???

i found this gucci speedy bag on sale cost $399...should i get it??

Currently Listening: After Love-Ft. Island (i'm kinda into sad songs now)

memories brings back happy moments

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 11:23 PM

바보

made another stupid mistake in my life.

i need to figure out something reflecting on myself and stop pushing the people who cared about me out of my life.

as i dunno how to appreciate L-O-V-E

memories brings back happy moments