Sunday, January 25, 2009 11:10 PM
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to...
everyday, i try to wake up with a smile, but things seem difficult to hide. what should I do? I can;t always living under these lies. i'm not ready to tell the truth to people, yet some people are just being too busy body to ask questions, which annoyed me. Can't they stop.. Can't they stop being a fake! can't they stop being caring. I hate all the sympathies and sorry look that people have in their faces. it looks unreal. why can they be real for once. tell me the truth...why must you all pretending....
finally, i am able to stand by myself, i don't need anyone to help me. cause, if i dun try, i never know wad will happen. i never been serious in life, i should maybe start doing soon. i know im 20 already. im an adult. mom keep bragging to find a guy soon, but i dun really care wad happen to my love life. just cause, my heart have been broken alot ya, im just scared to find a new love. the pain will hurt me. wad ever it is, i don't really care....
the big bang's song, haru haru still lingerin in my head....cant stop singing it...just cause, it feels like me. the guy is always better off without me. maybe i just have to be alone. well. i dun care about that either. life still young, i should i just enjoy it. don;'t really expect anything. I do wad i want and I like! Hell care wad people said...it's my LIFE...i dun need people telling me wad to do. that's just make me a fool..
currently listening : haru haru - big bang
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