Monday, November 24, 2008 10:39 PM
sometimes im tired of people who pushes me and asks me unnecessary questions. either they ask at the wrong time or the questions just annoyed me. ok. i have a feeling too. it's just that i dun show it. but when i don't those feelings are kept inside me that they slowly put up one after another, creating a giant volcano that is about to erupt.
ok, i have a life. and i can choose which way to go. i mean i know GOD will direct me that. but if i choose to stay home and rest, is that a problem. i mean u;ve been sick. when u're sick u cant think. so don't make people who are sick thing. cause you wont get the result that u want. i have a life. u have life too. so please understand that we both hv things important to do. sometimes, i think people just dun understand. they pretended they do care. but hell yeah, they care. maybe after i told them the story, they'll forget. i don't like those people.
I know you may think im weird. but i just dont like people to know too much about my life, unless i was the one who tell them. people who ask too much really annoy the hell of me. oh well. i dun really care what people think of me. cause i prefer to be different rather than blending with other people. i have my own opinion. but they dont like to listen. ok it hurts to know that. but who cares. i hv my own thoughts. some people just stuck too much to stereotypes. if they think one person is what, they will think that they are that all the time. discrimination. maybe that's the word. not that i dun discriminate. i do sometimes, if im not aware. but i tried not too. ah, something i dun like. i dislike groupies and popular crowds. they only think about themselves. leaving outsiders behind. and me. im stuck with this crowds. i do wan to get out sometimes, cause it makes me uncomfortable that i have to blend with the crowds.
i may not have as much experienced but i;ve seen the world from different angles. I've learnt lesson that people only think big about themselves. so if i think im important, of course i will prioritize my health. cuz, who's gonna hv the loss. not you. not him. not her. or not the group. of course it's me. so if i choose my skoool rather than other, that is because skool is more important than those other stuff; cuz if i failed school, you wont be the one facing the consequences. right. you just gonna stay there say everything is going to be ok. where in fact, it's not. so please understand my choices in life.
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