Wednesday, November 19, 2008 12:33 PM
I wake up in the morning today, thinking "WHY DOES IT END SO QUICKLY?!? I NEED MY SLEEP" then i slowly dragged myself towards my bedroom door. argh...i hve no mood to go to school. it's that there's a fear that i keep running from. that fear is to know the future. yup. it's true i fear the future..and i fear to meet my advisor. then i convinced myself that advisors are not scary and plus they dont bite.
ok moving on, my sister is currently in the housing trouble and i have no idea how to solve them. argh!! now i only pray...i myself have my own problem. 1st, my future~ well i kinda stop making plans now cuz i know it's not gonna work. 2nd, my academic situation~currently im not under any school or specific major cuz u know it's hard to get in the major. now i just need to convince my dad to let take only marketing so i can graduate quickly next year. 3rd, my day dreaming habit~i currently dream too much about shopping days and watching days...and it's kinda a bother to my life i suppose. 4th, my love life~ i have to neglect it for the moment cuz really, it's not as important as it sounds. 5th, my teenager life~ ok now im 19 and i have approximate ly 2 months till i become 20. u know im scared i am.... IM GONNA BE 20!!!argh....this is a scary thing cause that means you are getting old. people will take you seriously and the fact that you will have less time to play around. IT SUX!
ok..moving on another topic. im practically happy now. welll sort of...you can say that. i mean as a few days before, at least i have meet my advisor, which makes me feel a bit better. hahahhaa....oh well. maybe i should end now, dunno wad else i should tell...
btw, im goona go to DC next week. but i have 3 presentations coming up the week after, and i'm kinda DOOM!! If you must say. oh well. we'll wad will have later.
ok, gotta go to class now~
xoxo,
misscherie
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