Yo, pepz! i'm back. back to madison. back to my daily routine life.Ok, i know this blog has been absent for like a mont
h and a half i guess. but i think there wasn;t much to talk about.
ok. back from indo, i hvnt registered to anyclass. nuts, i know. but i had a problem before that i need to figure out. oh well, the important thing is that i am back and i got all my class registered right before the end date. but despite getting the class. the schedule was a total mess and the assignment are tremendously many. i think this semester is going to be hectic.
ok. before i was writing this. i was thinking about something. some silly girl stuff. i dunno. maybe it was just me. the thing i have in mind was that. HAVE YOU EVER HAVE THE FEELING THAT SOMEONE WILL SUDDENLY GRAB AND HOLD YOUR HAND, BUT ACTUALLY THEY DIDN'T. actually i was thinking what if that happend to me. well it's not i nver experienced it before. well, i did. i remembered it clearly. We were watching SWAT(not a romantic movie) at TA, and the guy tried to touch my hand, saying "Your hand is cold, let me war
m it for you" and he did. it was nice and warm. but he didnt let go of my hand even until the end of the movie. the guy keep holding my hand until he drove me home. ok. let me tell you first. this guy was not my boyfriend. he was just a guy who became close with me for several months. not more than that. we never officially date. just went out once and hours of talking on the phone. ok.. that was 5 years ago. i don't really remember the exact feeling. but it will be nice if it happens again. you, a guy, you like, suddenly grab your hand. you will feel that there is someone to hold on to.
Well, my parents always tell me. dont really t
oo much at someone. so i did tried to overcome my problems by myself most of the time. but it wasnt easy. in fact, i got lost on my way and i felt like it was at the end of the world. you know i dun like relying on other people cuz it may look like im a brat. you know "manja" and i hate being told like that. but someone told me. well, a good friend of mine, told me that it's ok to rely on people because that's what's friend are for. oh well, still don't do the relying thing too much. cuz...as you know...i cannot really trust people alot....but i'll try...to get help when i needed. ya i guess that similar too.
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currently listening: I kissed a girl - Katy Pery
