Monday, July 14, 2008 12:21 AM
List of update:
1. got my baby-a toyota rush which i cannot drive yet
2. 've been to dokter mata, general dokter, dokter gigi
3. only watch sex n the city, just becuz my sister left me
4. almost have all my breakouts gone
after 2 weeks absent from this blog due to endless doctor appointment, sick, work, tired and endless speech from parents, i'm finally back. well, the truth is i'm just lazy to write.
my days in Jakarta are pretty much the same every single day. i get up at 5 am. take a shower. then breakfast. clean the table.disturb my sis so she will wake up. wake my dad. get ready for work and by 6.45, i;m out of the house. simple right. that's my daily routine. from mon till friday.
though there may be new things i learn from these past weeks. ok. the truth. my life is actually pretty boring. i got no friend to hang around. my parents refuse to go out on family trip. my sis~ er, she simply too busy studying with toefl(as if..). this is wad i hate when i stay at indo. i practically can;t go anywhere cuz others r just too busy with themselves. haiz~ call it a holiday? i guess not.
last week, there's an incident happen in my office. someone stole money from her friend. that someone is someone i know. ok. i never really guess, but that actually happend. people do stuff when they are desperate. well. that's one thing to learn in life.
i've been thinking lately something. am i that pathetic? or am i that boring? i mean, it;s just that i hv friends, but they dun wanna hang out with me. then my parents would always scold me for being so quiet. they always told me. be proactive....bla bla bla...well u can help me when ur friends ignore u. i mean. ok, first i dunno their number. but when i do. i really do contact them. and when i contact them, they r busy or they hv other plan. so who's fault is it? is it mine? this is why my parents always mad at me if i ask them to company me at lunch on fri. just cuz i hv no friend around. pretty pathetic right. maybe i should just go and disappear. too much expectation that i cannot handle.
sometimes this brain wants to burst. that no one actually understand. so if i cannot do stuff, it's my fault and bla bla bla...uh well. dun wanna continue
p.s. regarding muff's hair (read at muffin's blog), i'm claiming innocent, just cause i didn't cut her hair~
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