Sunday, June 1, 2008 2:10 AM
yesterday, my life was a circus, now my life is a riot.
well, i guess, i had too much expectation in my life. yet, nothing really worth you think. i had my own way of thinking, and some ppl, i guess dun really get it. i try to blend in, and i felt, it wasn't really me. i hate ppl telling me what to do. when i blend in, i slowly find myself disappearing in the crowd, i bet when im gone, no one will notice. ok, for as long as i have lived, i have been invisible most of my life. i have lost my own self in this world of circus and riots. i can't no longer show anyone who i really am, because you know why, people don't care and people don't notice. and plus, since no one care about this blog, i can simply post whatever i want.
i wish i could cry, but i can't. i felt stupid when i cry. i got bruises from yesterday, and no one care. fine...my body is aching, no one care either. i dunno. maybe i need someone to listen, someone to care and someone to notice. yet, i simply am not good enough for people to do that for me. i feel like a fool.
memories brings back happy moments
