Monday, April 14, 2008 8:22 AM
Yesterday, I went to church and heard the preaching..."God loves you unconditionally!" well, at first it was really nice to hear that. then after several thoughts, OMG, i should be thankful for it. Well, you see you may not notice this, but I actually dunno how to love someone. It may look like I care about others but, the thing is Love is not that simple. so therefore, i admit, i dunno how to love others. Well, I got tons of love around me, from my family, my friends but it's just that too much love make me feel ackward, how am i gonna repay them for all of this love? SOmetime, i got me thinking, i'm alone in this world, whom should i look up to? but the truth is, you're not alone, you got your family, your friends and all the other people that care about you. and when there were no one else around, you still have GOD who loves you unconditionally. Isn't your life just perfect? well, it may not look perfect, but still it's nice to have someone who loves you.Well, the thing about God creating people unique on their own. I cannot compare myself with other people, like how successful they are in their academic. I just need to be thankful. I am not that smart, but i tried my best to be one. At least, i got other talents that God provide me. I was able to learn different kinds of music instruments. I know several sports, even though i was one lazy girl, and most of all, he allows me some talent arts, that i should be thankful.Now, I have to start to learn to Love Me. Cuz, as you may not notice, i dunno how to love myself. I dun take care of myself, which causes me to get sick often and all. Let me learn about myself first, then I'll learn to love others as well.update: finally I kinda lost another 2.6kg after getting sick. well, we'll just hv to see later lar.Currently Listening: John Nathaniel(utube guy)-Realize
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