Sunday, February 3, 2008 10:51 PM
Sometime it is hard to figure out what's going on in your life?You don't what will happen to you in the few hours or the next few years. well, that's life! it is complicated and full of exciting events and obstacles. so, why do I bother so much about my life? cause i'm the type of person who likes to calculate the risks for every action i took.weird, you think?!? well, that's just me. I'm that person, i simply live my lives full of worriness.since i can't predict the future, i also can't figure out other people's minds. you know i'm the type of person who likes to keep quiet. I don't really care about the stuff that goes on around me. And sometimes, i hate to be in other people's lives. it's such a pain in the ass for me. i know you think i may not look like that person, but guess wad, that's the real me.well, just like all the people in the world, I'm not perfect. but i strived to be one. I don't think i am person that people always call me to be. SOmetimes, they just exagerating, which can seems a nuisance for me. well, guess they don't know the true me yet.i've been thinking about something these couple of days. well, im thinking about someone, well, let's call him, Mr Gamer!ok...he kept lingering in my mind, yet i can't figure out how he felt about me. fine, we just knew each other and all, but still, isn't weird?!? why he's on my mind? every time, he's online, i keep thinking, "what's he doing?", "SHould i talk to him?!" well these little voices in my head just filling my mind. and guess wad, yesterday he wrote something. it's kinda rare to see that. but who is it for? i mean, i know it's a lyric from a song. but who is it for? well, i know it's not for me. and i dun want to think that too. well, guess i just have to wait and seenews for today: New York Giants won the SUperbowl!Currently listening: Yui- Cherry (this song can really describe how i feel right now)
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