Tuesday, February 19, 2008 2:15 AM
when will you know that you actually fall in love with a person? cause i have made mistakes of whether i actually love someone. maybe it was a crush, a fling or a lust....i don't even know what is the meaning of love. people told me love is a sweet thing. but the love that i know felt cold bitter and i sometime can't stand to think about it for so long. maybe because i wasted most of my youth with one-sided love. i guess it's not my time yet.there are sometimes things that i don't understand. what my friends have that i don't have. am i too plain? or am i too something? i don't even know cause no one ever told me the truth. i like a friend who always told me the truth. it might be painful to hear, but you know, it's something so significant that it may help your life. i guess i have care for several people before. I wasted my precious time, day dreaming about them, thinking about the "what if.." and "if only..." yet the truth, i never really actually try to make a move on them. i am just too scared. ever since i've gotten my heart broken several times, it's not easy for me to start loving someone new. maybe i'll just wait for a guy who would change this future for me. and this guy is going to be the one who will accept me as who i am and i will accept him just he is. i know humans are not perfect and there may be conflict among each of us, but if we could work things out, everything will go well. won't it???Quote for the day: "Love is not about finding someone you can live with, but finding someone you can't live without..."SOng of the day: Aku Cinta Padamu - Glenn Fredly
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